Yummy Baby
MMMMMM. I can’t sleep. I was all snuggly in my bed watching Maggie sleep. She is getting chubby and yummy looking. She really does get prettier every day. Every time I look at her I am struck with how fleeting this first year is. As excited as I am to see her get big and learn and grow, part of me keeps yelling, “Stop growing right now!” She’s so small and perfect. There is a feeling of contentment you have with a little baby that you just don’t get any other way. I nibbled on her ittybitty fingers while I was trying to fall asleep. They are so soft and so unbelievably tiny. Of course she started stirring in her sleep. I could hear the future teenager saying, “Lay off mom, I’m trying to sleep here. . .”
I wish we could take the time we have with them as infants and give up sleeping for that year so we could enjoy it more. Then we could sleep a little extra when they reach toddlerhood. (Not that they aren’t cute then, it’s just not that blissful, sweet, perfection cute at that point, it’s more of a “you are so cute and in sooo much trouble you little stinker” kind of cute.)
I wish I had enjoyed a little more of Jonas’ babyhood. I was very eager to see him reach milestones. I’m excited for Maggie’s development too, but I am doing everything I can to live in the moment with her, because the moment is very, very delectable.
Did I mention she has my nose? Look at that little elbow dimple! I could literally eat her up.



