Feeling nervous is more like it! Today Cosmo Cricket is choosing finalists for their Design Team. I applied. My fingers, arms, toes, ankles, eyes and lower intestines are crossed for luck. I’m berating myself for actually wanting this one enough to be slightly freaking out about it. You see, I’ve tried for many teams in the past. Some I’ve wanted, and some I’ve been hopeful, and some I’ve just tossed my hat in the ring without any hope at all. With every one of those, I’ve been pretty calm. What will be will be, and I will learn, grow and love where ever I end up. And I have.

However, that calm is eluding me this time around because it turns out, I REALLY WANT THIS SPOT!!!!

So Julie, Lindsay, Jodi, Jon, Eric, if you’re reading this, may I subtly and with much professionalism say PICK ME!! CHOOSE ME!!! LOVE ME!!!!!

And if you just can’t, well fine then. I’ll still buy all your stuff because I’m hooked and in love (and cause I saw the Halloween paper peek, and well, I’m incapable of harboring enough bitterness to keep me from buying that perfection), and I’ll just make really fantastic things with it and love them. So there. But seriously. I’m on my knees here.